Complicated

Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson

I'm so scared that the way that I feel

Is written all over my face

When you walk into the room

I wanna find a hiding place

We used to laugh, we used to hug,

The way that old friends do

But now I smile at a touch of your hand

Just makes me come unglued,

Such a contradiction,

Do I lie or tell the truth,

Is it fact or fiction,

Oh the way I feel for you

It's so complicated

I'm so frustrated

I wanna hold you close,

I wanna push you away,

I wanna make you go,

I wanna make you stay,

Should I say it

Should I tell you how I feel

Oh I want you to know

But then again I don't

So complicated.

Oh, just when I think I'm under control

I think I've finally got a grip.

Another friend tells me that

My name is always on your lips.

They say I'm more then just a friend,

They say I must be blind.

I admit that I've seen you watch

But from the corner of your eye

Oh it's so confusing

Yeah I wish you'd just confess.

But think of what I'd be losing

If your answer wasn't yes.

It's so complicated

I'm so frustrated

I wanna hold you close,

I wanna push you away,

I wanna make you go,

I wanna make you stay,

Should I say it

Should I tell you how I feel

Oh I want you to know

But then again I don't

So complicated.

I hate it, 'cause I've waited

So long for someone like you.

Oh what do I do?

Oh should I say it? should I tell you how I feel, oh I want to you know, but then again I don't.

It's so complicated.

It's so complicated.

It's so complicated.